I totally was caught in the moment of summer break, the thick of it really and forgot to update. I definitely plan to keep updating with my summer adventures in Chicago, San Francisco, L.A and wherever else I end up (who knows anymore!). This is one of my drawings from my final project. I worked endlessly on it, and I didn't get a chance to really express this in my final critique. It's just like me to work really hard on something and yet not give myself credit for it, even if no one else does. The drawing above is special because it reminds me of Lily's painting of Mrs. Ramsay in the novel To the Lighthouse by Virginia Woolf. Like Lily, I too was lost and confused by the beginnings of the drawing and believed it would not come together as I had envisioned. I was equally confused about why I had come to SVA and what I was doing with my life. By the end of my final project, everything has been clarified and I feel enlightened in a way. Sure, there are things that I hate about SVA but there are also things that I really love. I have learned so much about myself, being a young aspiring artist. I still am not sure if SVA is really for me, but I have really enjoyed some of the classes I have taken in my foundation year and that in itself is a lot. Drawing class, in particular, has really challenged me to explore, experiment and be inventive; the foundation of any successful artist. I did not come into class with that frame of mind but now this is something that I always think about when I begin a drawing. I can look at any surface now and not feel threatened to draw on it and call it a drawing. I have also become more excited about creating and have a newfound urge to create all the time. When I got back to Chicago the other day I wanted to, not catch up on sleep, but actually draw! It's a weird but liberating feeling. I now plan to begin a stop motion animation project for the summer. I am really excited about it and I think it will wrap up where I began and ended this year. The piece will begin as a bare room that slowly begins to develop furniture, patterns and architectural details. In a way, it will be metaphorical for how I have developed within my first year of college as a young artist. And as Spongebob says, I'm ready I'm ready I'm ready......
Friday, May 9, 2008
Friday, April 25, 2008
Murakami at the Brooklyn Museum

Sunday, April 20, 2008
Karen at the Whitney Biennial

Monday, April 14, 2008
More figure drawings
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Figure Drawing
Paris is Burning
I was on youtube looking for inspiration and I found it! This is such a wonderfully crafted stop motion animation piece.
Saturday, April 12, 2008
Dexter Dalwood

Monday, April 7, 2008
Sunday, April 6, 2008
Oh Sylvia where have you been?
I love Sylvia Plath for so many reasons. Fever 103 is one of my favorite poems. I often read her poetry when I feel really intense, overwhelmed, and like I'm loosing control. I usually always am on the inside at one point or other. I can be so fragile at times that I feel like I'm going to crack and break into a million pieces. I like to think that she and I have this in common and then I feel a lot better.
Saturday, April 5, 2008
Elizabeth Peyton
Kiki Smith

Julie Heffernan


Karen Kilimnik

Friday, April 4, 2008
Artist book!!!
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
Saturday, March 29, 2008
It's me again. I do not have anything to post at the moment but I will soon. Anyhow, today our drawing class visited artist studios throughout Brooklyn. While many of the others were bored, hungry, and ready to hop on the train home, I actually really enjoyed the experience. I admit I was a little hungry and couldn't wait to eat, but I found myself really taking in everything. Before this I had a feeling my journey of becoming an artist would be difficult, both financially and emotionally. I thought I would be giving up so much for art. After hearing from so many actual working artists, my thoughts have been somewhat clarified and I have gained some insight. I still question if I really want to become an artist. It seems as if everyone aspires to become an artist. There's so much competition. And here I am in New York believing I don't really have a chance at this, and nearly all of the artists seem to reaffirm what I have been fearing in my head. "It's going to be tough" and "good luck"seems to have been what was rarely said but capitalized in the conversation. But I then got to thinking. Yes, maybe it will be hard and maybe it will be worth it or maybe it won't and I was wrong all along; the biggest mistake would be not to take the risk and find out. I could start all over again and do something else but I have already made the decision to not make that decision. I have committed to something without being aware of it. It is a frustrating, complex yet wonderful thing that I may one day look back on and say I was proud to experience. I was lost and afraid and found my way in the world. Or not. As long as I give it a try. I will from now on work at believing that. As long as I give it a try. Why not? Life is short, yet art is arguably forever. And we all have some way of finding ourselves in this cookoo world, like finding that comfortable spot on the sofa or just the right amount of honey in our tea. It's like that, I am finding that balance. I am just beginning to find the beginning.
Friday, March 28, 2008
So, I know have updated my blog in forever (I told you it wouldn't be long that commitment would slowly find itself sinking), but I'm back. I have been so busy with everything, it's as if life has swallowed me whole with one giant gulp! This is the beautiful paper I found for my self guided project. How I used it?... well that's sort of a surprise. Nothing super exciting to anticipate but it feels rewarding to accomplish another piece. Every artist understands that immediate gratification once they have "arrived". The paper itself was a joy to find! It reminds me of a timeless Laura Ashley print. I wish I could have afforded to buy more.
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Monday, February 4, 2008
Friday, February 1, 2008
No drawings today. Just me. I've been worrying a lot lately but I can't put my finger on exactly what. And I have a huge pile of homework to do. It's weird how as an artist I do not utilize art as an outlet for stress. I almost create art out of obligation or because I feel unaccomplished if I don't. What's wrong with me? I think I'm going crazy. Nevermind that though. I should be posting new stuff very soon.
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Sunday, January 27, 2008
Saturday, January 26, 2008
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